2010-12-27

Facing Your Worst Fears....

Although I have been headstrong in this fight and fighting hard to stay positive....we were faced with our worst fear on Friday 12-17-10. Tucker's Cancer was back. But not only back, the doctors didn't know what could be done to put him into another remission. We didn't know if the cancer had grown too smart and if any standard chemotherapy could be effective. With days till Christmas we had the sobering reminder that this could be Tucker's last one. It is a heartbreak that is unimaginable. How do you tell an 11 year old that we may have come to the point that quality of life and comfort care was all that was left to do. I couldn't bear the thought.